Priceless!

I'd like to start with a well known lyrics of a song: price tag by jessie j 

"Seems like everybody got a price, I wonder how they sleep at night." 

Amazingly the world has revolved with a price attached to it. This ain't about the money anymore, this is all about paying the balance of life. Price comes in many forms; one of them or rather the most famous connotation is its money equivalent. Others come as a form of revenge or as an overrated line says "you'll pay for this." I could go on and on all night talking about the prices involved in the world. Then again allow me to put it in an easier understanding that whatever one does there is an equal reaction and that reaction is summed up to be the price of it all. Unfortunately, in reality we keep on avoiding on paying at its true value and try to keep it at a bargain. 

In my case, I tried not taking heed of the prices of my actions. I tried turning a blind eye from everything. Most of all I tried denying the pains of reality but all I got in the end was my silly delusions and me trying my hardest to live in my fantasy. So here I thought this will lead me to my happy-ever-after. Unfortunately this has only led me to become blind of the priceless things I could have enjoyed. 

I hope I could determine soon the price from the priceless. So I could move on with my reality. My life.

Age and Responsibility!

Soon I'm going to reach the age of responsibility and no its definitely not eighteen. Though everyone says eighteen is the age where you get to acquire freedom of doing things without consent but freedom is not necessarily responsibility. Instead of parents teaching their little child the value of being an adult, they then by that time spoil their child like a baby once again. I can't say its the same this is true to everyone but one thing I thing I know I wasn't prepared to become an adult. Now that I'm turning twenty and to be honest it scares the hell out of me. In my nineteen  years and now almost another year of lifetime I've made a lot crazy stuffs, embarrassing moments, fantastic friendship, and regretful mistakes but one thing I can attest of truthfully I've enjoyed a hell lot of it. It mold me to become the person I am today. Does this mean I'm prepared for the responsibility entailed in stepping out of the teen years. Have I had enough values instilled in me to become a well rounded person. Am I ready for this real world? Where I may not necessarily become the ideal person that I have desired but I have the whole ten years of my era of responsibility from twenty to twenty-nine to prove myself. This is not a matter of knowing if I have become a responsible person but this is a matter of stepping up and becoming a responsible person.

Perfection is the name!

I’m the most responsible girl that I know of. I admit that I do delay my time, but I’m always there for the show. I try to tell the truth every chance that I get. I never let the work I’m doing get to my head. Then again look at me now, I became so busy telling everyone how good life is. That it came to a point, that it’s so hard to convince myself. Where could I have gone wrong? I guess this little miss perfect wasn't that perfect after all. Now everything around me feels out of place. Like all four walls are closing in and there’s no escape. If only I could take back the things that I said and un-break all of my mistakes. I’d put all the right pieces back together again. The world that I know is all crashing down and it has become the biggest shock to me cause I thought I had it all figured out. Still my heart feels empty, when I thought it was perfect but it wasn't so perfect at all.

I'm Determined!

Hey! This is actually my first time writing a blog online. This was inspired to me by two of my lunatic friends. Thanks to them for sharing their outlet of frustration, now I could do same. Since everything is new to me and I state that I'm determined. Let me start by declaring, that I'm gonna march on march and that's final. No one, not even those people you call "who-knows-everything-about-the-subject-matter"  and those "who-makes-student-life-hard" will ever hinder me from achieving my MARCH 24,2011.

Next, I'm gonna have to do some major miracle to myself. I'm gonna have to lose some of it, but when I mean some what I really mean is most of it. I wish I could just do it lying down on my bed. Unfortunately life is not a bed of roses. I'm gonna have to work extra hard. I think I have four months, just like before. Guess history has to repeat itself.

Next, get to know if I can stand the test of time. I don't get this that much but life is just one big challenging game. Its either I win or lose but I don't prefer losing.

Final word, I'm so determine in doing these things but this time at my own pace. Winners don't quit; quitters don't win!